Been a busy week. School and work is the story of my life. In the month of OCT. I have 3 jobs, I work at Aerie by American Eagle, run Television Frenzies (we sell seen on TV stuff) and at Burial Chamber in Neenah (its a haunted house). Luckly school has been doing great and i can't really complain much. I've been single for about 3 weeks now and its been driving me crazy.. its fustrating beause you just don't wake up one day after 3.5 years and realize you don't love someone, but apparently you do because that happend to my ex. I still love him and its hard, i'm taking it day by day. But he wants me to just treat him like anyother guy.. which is difficult because then i have to pretend. I'm getting better, thank goodness for the friends and family that I have because i'd probably still be waking up crying each morning.
Well, as my best friend says it is what it is and you can't change that, she suggested on setting a new goal for myself to do something selfish eachday. This has become harder then i thought, because i'm not a selfish person. I put others happiness way above my own.. This should be interesting :D
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